What happened?!!

Went out this weekend with my friends for dinner and i hear bad info about me among them. 1st about the issue dat i change many boyfriends ever since they know me (is like how dat vic keeps saying dat i change bf like i change clothes, MF...i don't even....ARGH!!!), 2nd is the thing about they think dat i have sex with new person(s) (Well, might as well just label me a slut will ya?!), 3rd the news spreading dat i was suicidal among the peers + ppl dat i not even close with. (ya, i am stupid, i kill myself and failed.)

It hurts. ="<

I don't know wat to say about this but, why do they have to say something about it behind my back. Those are personal issues and such, some i don't even want anyone to touch them anymore. WHY THE HELL are people still talking about it nao?

I know prolly they feel dat they are long term friends, these should be open issues and the lack of respect and boundaries and blahhh. Don't they realize the things they are talking about is very VERY hurtful of my pride and my feelings? I don't know what else to say or how to tell them, i don't wanna explain my situation nor i wanna tell them the whole story since i still wanna keep it private to my own. Neither i wanna start another argument about me being a petty fool and wat not, keeping issues to myself because i "don't treat them as friends?".

I don't wanna do this bullshittery arguement anymore. All i need is to love and be loved back, I don't need them to know my every story and be nosy/judgemental about the things i've done and been through.

I only need dat lil sensitivity and concern.

I am still human, it hurts, it really does.