Back in my OWN room!!

Came back home today after 1 and a half months with all my junk from everywhere so i can bring a lighter bag out the next time.

I brought back memories of me and mac together as well. As i unpack things, looking through every item and laughed about how we survived half a year together like this in my room is such an interesting feeling. Every little things we shared together just by this laptop and the things around me. The blanket i wish he's in with me every night instead of the bolster and my dolls i play with on the webcam, it brings back a lot of memories good and bad of us together struggling to love when we are a world apart.

There's now a few more editions into my room nao that tells me that our relationship is not as shallow as just stroking each other's ego on webcam, i hope it will have more though. I want to feel myself surrounded by him ALL THE TIME. LOL (shit i sound like such a stalker)

*sniffs mac's shirt again*

Oh pogi ko, i wish you were here with me nao as i was in your room just a week ago.

I can't believe a week has passed already, it's only been a short while though it felt like a century to me. DAMNED and i still have to wait till dec. How many centuries would dat be?!!

I just ate durian. HOHO. Though i have slight sorethroat for going out with Tenma to nomnom AWSOMES MANGO PUDDING <3 Thanks again Tenma for the good noms, so wanna nom it again. we should all have nom nom outing nya~

Father wasn't in any bad mood with me when he picked me up earlier, so i am still fine. I just came back to my room in case we have to talk anything more which will turn into a conflict. Mother is out nao playing majong out at her friend's place. i would expect her and her lil 'pet talk' later, sigh. Ah well, dunno how to deal with it so i think if my hair dry enough i shall nap until pogi comes home and onlines. (pray no blackout tonight) I really miss him so much and i would LOVE SO MUCH if nothing spoil my weekends with him.