Just missing you more.

3 weeks has gone by without your warmth.

I have made myself eat properly for my meals everyday even if i don't feel like it. I have trained myself not to cry no longer. I have learn to lift my muscles and smile again without the help of your little mojo dat always makes me blush and laugh hysterically.

BUT.
I have yet to learn how not to be upset.

The longing-ness grows stronger everyday as i miss you every minute, every second i breathe. It's always a struggle for me trying not to sulk and pout all day long. I really really miss you baby and each day without fail a little moar. Though it might sound foolish, thinking and missing you while i work/eat/do anything (i don't have much concentration/concern/care for wat i am doing anymore), but I just love you dat much, it makes me happier knowing I'm loving you so much, so much.

Even though i am upset nao, being miles away from you.
I am glad though, dat the one i love is you.

I rather be a fool like this for you, no want anything else =)