Another terrible weekend.

I thought i would get another day to rest this weekend but it has to be interrupted by a lot of things. I want to be alone, just with mac here with me. No one else and i don't need anyone else.

Today i got woke up by a phone call by Sunday boi,  he says he have something to pass to me so i have to wake up. Of course i got pissed off and all, why all this waking up over a small issue. then h says he will pass it to my father. OK fine. an hour later i got woke up again by my father telling me to wake up to pass him the printer. FINE then i go back to sleep after that he wakes me up again saying i am here by SMS + father waking me up again.

With the fire up in my head i changed my clothes went down with the heavy box of printer. In dat few sec, there was another crack sound from my joint, i dropped the printer on the floor abruptly and opened the gates while he pass me some biscuits, comic magazine i usually read, my lamp that he fixed. Still i was pretty mad while he still asked where's my printer. I pointed the direction towards the house and flared up "SO WHERE'S MY 700 BUCKS?!" He said because i didn't tell him to get it so he didn't. FUNNY THING i have to live with instant noodles and lack of the luxury to get new clothes or go shopping and shits just because i lack cash. OBVIOUSLY i lack moolah ok? Else i wouldn't be soooo frugal and saving up like hell. then he said he have some cash in his car and he will pass me the rest the next time he comes over. (EESH I NEVER WANT HIM TO EVER COME OVER AGAIN LORHH!!)

then after he took the printer, he asked me where's the scanner. i got even more pissed off then said, "MY ARM IS HURT AND U WANT ME TO GO UP THERE PACK THE THING FOR YOU THEN CARRY IT DOWN FOR YOU?" obviously he doesn't believe me but he doesn't care anyways. then he said, fine he'll take it the next time. Then he went to his car, got 300 bucks gave me and left.

I didn't look back after that and lock the door, i picked up the keys then twisted it to lock the lock THE PAIN THE STRUCK ME LIKE LIGHTNING ALL OVER MY ARM! THE FUCK!!

I went back up to rest after that but it still hurts a lot, so i went down got the icepack, put it over my arm and went back to slp after some ranting around about dat bitch yst. People just keep saying i am wrong by spreading word like dat and it just makes me like dat bitch herself. Dammit la, what kind of friends are these people. And Rousi tells me if i dun friend honey anymore i will drift away from the clique, to her and to Luesong.

That queen bee and her loyalties. If you're my friend you will find me when you need me, you don't fucking need her approval or permission right?

GRRRrrrrrrr.

I sleep for a pretty long time and woke up around 5pm+. My arm isn't getting better only more painful and is the only thing i felt when i woke up, the numbness and the pain. And neither is my brain, since i already ran out of ideas on how to do my assignments as well though they are due in 3 days time. It hurts and i seriously no want do anything when i can hardly do anything without hurting. i opened the door it hurts. i cook maggi, so yummy, my arm still hurts....so i switched arms.

I open door, pick up things with left hand. If feels wierd and aches somehow since it is not used to it at all.

Sigh i don't know what to do, so frustrated...