As much as I have little crushes and short flings here and there. I didn't dream....mmm.....just couldn't....and of course fear to find myself another to love.
Despite all that, my heart still beats, I am just only hooman.
As much as I fear...I just couldn't stop looking at him, I couldn't stop myself from getting charmed, I couldn't do anything, neither can I pull myself away...
I find myself missing him when he is not around, smiling in the most silly way whenever I see his face, out of breath....confused.....as I think about him.
That confusing, that aching yet exhilarating rush of yearning and also heartache...for someone who...may not want me, may not see me the way I see him, may not...have me. All that and yet...I couldn't hold back my feelings for him.
What should I do...?
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