Nightmares...

I thought it stopped. it stopped for about 3 weeks and the nightmares are back to haunt me. I just tot it was just because i was tired in korea but even after I am back i didnt stop, every sleep and nap, all thesè bad dreams breaks out and suffocates me, waking up n falling back to sleep gives me another nightmare and I couldn't break this curse no matter how happy i was feeling before i fell asleep.

I hate how most of the dreams are about him and is often very heartbreaking and scary more than just being horrifying. It leaves me feeling empty and vulnerable each time, i am lucky i didnt wake up screaming or crying this time.

I wish they would stop...

I don't want to cry anymore.