I don't know how to love anymore and i want to stop.

No more courage.

No more sense of hope.

No more me.

Everything i do or not do is viewed malice, i no longer have the any courage to do anything now. I want to vanish, i no longer want to be blamed for harming his happiness or ruining his life, i don't want to be hated anymore.

I'll step away, i'll still be here becaus u want be to stay, but i'll be away...
I'll learn to hide, i'll learn to lie, i'll learn to pretend, if what genuinely me makes up what u hate.

I would love to love you, but that's what u hate. I cant.

It hurts.