Is back.

Feels as if it's just yesterday i just got on plane and got my way out of the airport late at night, spotting my baby in a tux when he came late picking me up at the airport. My heart is left a void again, couldn't stop crying in the morning when preparing to leave the house. I don't want to wake up in the middle of the night without him by my side. No want to sleep without hearing his loud loud snores. Don't want to be alone in this empty big room.

It's not the end of us i know, there should be nothing to be scared about i know, but then. I just can't take it being i can't cry and snuggle him as i need until the next time i see him. =< I pray it is not for long though, i don't want it to stay like this too long. I pray that a day will come when we will not need to keep being apart anymore.

It has been a long stay. From X'mas till new year, till our 14th month month-sery. I have met so many new people, experienced and learnt more new things about the culture of Pampanga Philippines. I can even watch tagalog soap operas and reality shows without understanding fully what they are saying. Isn't it awesome? Maybe one say i can too speak Pampanga tagalog with all his friends and relatives. But well, I'm still comfortable with my Brit English though, there nothing that could change about that.

I have a new fav alcoholic drink now i think. The San Miguel Beer with lemon, which have same taste with shandy (since is same ingredients) but higher alcohol content. My alcohol intake just only gets weaker and weaker. Still can't even finish a bottle of tanduay ice on my own without getting a headache. I always stop drinking more once the headache kicks in, it makes it even more comfortable to just drink in more.

Still sick of eating meat and full meat course every meal. Maybe i should take over the cooking and make something naise and healthy to eat. But i am scared of the dogs, they always seem to have a killing intent to me. What makes me so scared is there are like 4 in the kitchen, which makes it difficult for anyone to enter except for Ate. T^T scary doggies...

My bra and shirt got torn by the washing machine. I should buy the net bag the next time i visit + bring some clothes to leave it there so i don't have to be bringing much luggage each time i visit.

Today i saw a couple quarreling at the mrt station about a jealously matter because the guy said "hi." to an ex. Free entertainment comedy. I am glad me and Mac ish not like dat.

PS: I found a lil note from my baby. I love u too, u sweet sweet youuuuu!! I stuck the dried little red flower on the place where you drew one. Googled the flower, it ish name Ixora Coccinea. =D