Monday blues

Here it comes again another Monday where i rather hide in my own room alone, in despair away from the whole world than sitting down here in the office blogging, youtube-ing, facebooking and drawing.

Sitting down here thinking, if i should actually put some effort into doing other things rather than to keep missing him all the time and be upset about it. The thing is, i like thinking about him, the times we shared and thngs i would love to do for him and things we have done together. Though liking it, i still feel upset while thinking about it, since each time these lil thoughts come in, it makes me miss and want him around even more.

Maybe i just got greedy ya know? Those 10 days not enough and i want more.

I want more to touch him and hug him, want more to look into his eyes while he look back, more of those sweet lil moments where our spectacles CLANG into each other when we try to kiss and more of the fun times where we make fun of each other laughing about it together.

Sigh.

We'll meet again, the eventually spend the rest of our lives together huh.

I guess i just have to wait, though i impatient and have eeky mood swings. But i'll wait.In the mean time, hope ma mac no get tired of my funny moodswings and wierdness until the next time we kiss again.