I hope i won't regret on giving up on further animation studies and pursue fine arts related field studies...
Well u guys may have known, i gave up on continuing pursuing on animation and took up a design comm course which has more link to contemporary fine arts really than animation or film.
Suddenly i dunno what is right anymore. Very confused, but still...i love animating a lot. But i wanted to pursue something which i can understand how my artwork affects others. Maybe i could input that magic from animation into contemporary arts itself. And i kinda wanna make it happen. i know i love drawing...pursuing anything that allows me to do that will be enough to keep me happy. But I'm kinda nervous and scared now, picking up something new. I am kinda like a freshman when it comes to fine arts itself. Honestly, i do not like it very much, the modern arts. But somewhat, i have the urge to want to "overtake" the current trends + understanding how an art form can affect another human. Thus...i picked up the current path...
Still somewhat...i feel kinda sad for it because i really really love animation and film studies.
Somewhat...somehow...i hope i can make it. Turning my path to contemporary arts but still WITH my animation input.
I will not give up my 5 years old dream, back in 1995...my dream to become a cartoonist and an artist. I hope that everyone will lend me their love and support for me to achieve that.
I seriously need that backup courage that i lacked badly.
Damned...i am so emotionally bad when it comes to adapting.|
*scardy cat*
just do what you think is right - i don't think there's anything wrong with pursuing something a little different.. you have lots of potential in drawing, so somehow, part of me thinks you're making the right decision.
ReplyDeleteas for animation, i think you can still do it at your free time, since you already have the foundation of it.. or you can always self-teach (i think you're good at this too).
good luck!