Mewsh ish 19 now!!

I wouldn't say it's a happy birthday or a bad one, since it consists a balance of both. But sadly, end of the day, i still ended up frowning.

Today morning started out fine, as usual, just that it's my birthday, plus I'm unwell with bad tummy aches for the whole day. As you all might or might not know, I hate Birthdays, especially mine. Since I had cried (In of a negative event) at every birthdays since a very young age that i was all set in mind thinking that i was born on an unlucky day.

I didn't mind people not knowing my birthday. It's normal, Since I'm not born on some festival or any day important. And Honestly speaking, though i talk a lot, I don't talk about generally myself, right? ^-^
It's not that i have any kind of secrets, I just don't talk about it, since it doesn't cross my mind when i talk. lols

Oh wells.

The day started with me staring at the skies while waiting for leon. (extremely hungry)

(took a pic of the skies, pretty right??) XDD

After that leon brought me to noms mac then to school where i recieved my first birthday wish from Mandl!! XDDD

SK totally forgottened about it, until i tried to re-run the sequence when we talked about my birthday last week. lols

Then after that Me and Kach and Daniel and SK went for noms togather!! I hash Banana milkshake!!

Arranged: Onion's, Mine's, Kaiting's, Kach's

Then went back to class to do stuff of course. <--GCK But i kinda got moody a bit later since something struck, so headed off for an hour to cry it all out myself before going back it a semi-calm mood. I Took some pics of the scenery there after i calmed down, nice yeah? But i won't say where, that's my lil' secret spot. I called leon, he heard me crying, he knows I'm moodly, tried to calm me down and headed over after that to gives me a little private party with my friends.


(leon got strawberry cake!! ISH VERY DELICIOUS!! XDDD but someparts got 'poisoned by candle wax, lols~)

(but it so appears that it kinda phailed, since he was solely doing everything and fails in getting everyone's attention on him whn he asked if the cake's nice)

Not much presies, only boots from kach and Little pink dolphin pluishie from leon. But i ish contented.


Cute, right~?!!

Then we went back to woodlands for a little stroll around and took some neoprints. After that had gundam talk and have some private time talking and fondling with each other *hearts* XDD I loves and thankies him for today lots lots!!

Then i go back to the bus station again and went home snuggling my dolphin from leon~

Mewsh ish have 2nd cake at home. A forced one by father. Kinda quarrelled with him about it, since he talked in a way that i should bow down to him or something since MY MOTHER bought it for me. I don't even care if he says he buy bread for me on my birthday as he said, i won't even eat it.

sheesh.



(2nd cake: white chocolate cake )

Then i went back to bed crying and my day ended like that...wow.....theend...zzz